Holli
MiserableI wish some things in this world wouldn't happen, it would make a world with less tears and possibly less pain. Some things should just be impossible....
I had a fun time this weekend, went to Ohio with Ryan and his family. They went to watch the races and I went to be with Ryan. But yesterday I got a phone call from Kelly....she was in a slight panic because Ashley (my neighbor across the street) had called her and told her that she saw a cat, a calico, get hit by a car. For the next couple hours, i thought it was Lana....our calico. I cried for so long, and Ryan was there for me the whole time, stroaking my arm and comforting me. I don't know what i would've done if i didn't have him. i called my house later after i had taken a walk and stopped crying and had my sister have my mom call when she got home from work.
I was ok for a while, i had no more tears i thought....but when my mom called she had me give the phone to Ryan. i heard her say that she was gonna tell me some bad news and that he needed to just hold me....when he handed me back the phone....my mother said, "It wasn't Lana."
I died right there....i know i made some noises that weren't human sounding. My heart broke in my chest and i couldn't breath. I did not want the thought of never seeing Holli again to be possible. I screamed, kinda....and dropped the phone. i know my mom heard my pain. Ryan was holding me but when he picked up the phone i ran....but i couldn't make it past the stairs, my legs collapsed. I wanted to just die. Ryan held me for so long, he held me together, I thought my chest was going to explode. i didn't cry as long for Holli but i know i was louder and i felt so much more pain. i could feel myself being ripped up on the inside. I love Ryan for holding me even though i knew it hurt him as well to see me like that.
June 15th, 2008. my baby Holli, with her tough body and her cute, extra toes, was struck by a car and killed. I will never forget my Holli, only 9 months old, still a baby
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Heres one little girl who would rather race around barrles then chase after boys
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January 5th, 2007
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Heres one little girl who would rather race around barrles then chase after boys
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January 5th, 2007
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